the final days

where has the time gone?

my to do list is growing and the days are shrinking!

I don't think it has hit me yet that this is real ha. It probably wont until I step foot on african soil! I will admit I'm getting a little nervous though!

thoughts running through my head:
What if I don't recognize my boys? What if I don't get Kelvin as a partner? What if some of my boys aren't there? What if my new partner and I don't click the way me and Kelvin did? what if something is different? What if I hate it? what if what if what if??

my heart is anxious.

but I know God has already written my story and I can't wait to read it!