I don't need that.

I used to count myself as very non-materialistic. But here's the thing. The reason I felt like I wasn't materialistic is because I can't afford to be one. I have no money therefore I cannot buy many things. And then I was slapped in the face.

Because although I do not buy things, my mind is still consumed with the want. The want of new clothes. The want of good food. The want of nice jewelry and shoes. The want of money. And if I am wanting all of these things that means I am not content because materialism is the opposite of contentment.

If you're like me then you probably think, "if only I can just buy this one shirt, I will be happy." But what happens after you get the shirt? You move on to the next shirt. And again you say, "If only I can just buy this one shirt, I will be happy." Where does the cycle end?

We will never ever ever be rich enough to stop wanting.

"Now there is great gain in godliness with contentment, for we cannot take anything out of the world. But if we have food and clothing, with these we will be content. But those who desire to be rich fall into temptation, into a snare, into many senseless and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evils. It is through this craving that some have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many pangs." 1 Timothy 6:6-10

So, think about all you own. Is there anything in your possession that you aren't willing to give up? Anything you own right now that you can't give away, owns you.

God tells us that as long as we have food and clothing (not excessively) then we should be content. Can you honestly say that holds true for you?

Challenge:
For an entire month, take everything past food and clothing and invest it in the Kingdom rather than yourself.

Practice saying, "I don't need that."

Let me know if you try this. I'd love to hear of the results to this challenge!

time.

I leave for Zambia in 3 months.

Didn't I just get back?! Where on earth has the time gone? So much has to happen before I leave:

-go to California to see brudder bear graduate!
-second team meeting
-Easter
-third team meeting
-Momma J's 50th birthday!!
-showers, parties and wedding for Skye
-party and wedding for Jodi
-move out (but with nowhere to move into!)
-pack?!
-leave for Zambia for 2 WHOLE MONTHS!!

ehhh.. I'm sure I've forgotten a thing or two in between, but my brain just can't hold it all in anymore. Thank the good Lord for calendars :)